I was having a tough time getting started this morning, so I ate two…okay, three (but they were small!) Nestle Aero Easter eggs and now I’m ready to go. I’m ready, that is, to tell you about fib number two.
In “Fibbing on the Front Line” I claim that saying I snatched back a piece of my life, which happened to be writing, was a bit of an overstatement. Actually, I call it a fib, and go on to describe the fear, my fear, of sitting down to do what my heart desires.
No doubt, it is tough to write. It is difficult to create a world with your own words, your own ideas…literally a figment of your imagination. Will people get it? Will they like it? Will they even read it? And then there’s the; what if they read it? Good Lord, just close the lid now.
But wait! That last one…someone might read it, understand it…heck, there’s even a definite possibility they could indeed enjoy it. Holy moly. You could be an Author!
So, back to my fib. I did write. I created a 56,000 word, fluffy, chick-lit (apparently you’re not supposed to call it chick-lit anymore) novel. Yup, I did. I took the NaNoWriMo challenge and banged it out in thirty days, start to finish. I scrapped caution and quality and let the words flow…free like the wind. It was very liberating and ultimately, a rocking goal grabber.
The gist of NaNoWriMo is that you, very simply, write. You lay down 50,000 words in 30 days. That would be 1,666 words per day, give or take 20. You don’t edit, you don’t backtrack and you don’t fret. You just…keep going. It works!
But then what? Well, you edit. Or, as was my case, you let it sit. And, sit it did, for about a year. I couldn’t get myself to touch it. I was overwhelmed by all the words I had so freely let loose. Don’t get me wrong; if it weren’t for NaNoWriMo, I most likely never would’ve gotten as far as I did. I give Chris Baty huge props. But the rest was up to me. I had to throw myself across the finish line.
When I first began the challenge, my goal was, of course, to achieve the 50,000 words by the deadline. But, there was more. I wanted to send it to an Agent…and I wanted a response.
So, I hauled it out, dusted it off, and I edited. For another year. Now, that might lead you to believe I ended up with a masterpiece, a great Classic. Hardly. The end result was the original skeletal frame sporting a bit of flesh, maybe a few major organs…and some ‘functionability’. But, I was proud.
I sent it to twenty-five Agencies. I heard back from all twenty-five. Yay me! Obviously, they were all rejections or I would’ve typed “YAY ME! (duh) but still, their responses were filled with positive encouragement and polite comments. They’d actually read my babble. My gibberish! Okay, another yay me.
But, as the saying goes, give ‘em an inch; they’ll take a mile. Greed has struck. Indulgence is slowly overcoming my fundamental sheepish contentment. I want it published. I want to be an Author. I want someone else to say; YAY YOU.
Just read through all your stuff. It’s great to know someone else trying their hand at this malark. Keep it up!
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Thanks, Thomson! Tough slog, huh? 😉
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YAY YOU!! xx
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Hazy never replied to you on this? What a meanie! 😉 xx ❤ xx
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It’s only a matter of time 🙂
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Sweet, “Lehman!”
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I feel like I could have written this post, and YAY YOU! for DOING IT!
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YAY US!! :0)
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YAY !!
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I wrote a comment last night and when WordPress dumped it I was too tired to try to do it again. But I’m back, (and now know enough to copy before I try to post).
I am not, as you have probably figured out by now a fiction writer, but have always been envious of NaNoWrimo participants, and blown away by the concept of completing such a challenge.
You are the first person that I know personally who has ever not only completed the challenge but actually gone as far as editing and submitting!
I stand in awe.
Please keep going. It seems to me that to accomplish something big and important, you have to try, and try and try. Giving up goes nowhere, and trying never really results in failure even if you don’t get the desired results…
Love you,
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Thanks, Jenny! Try, try, try again.
Love you too, A.
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So0o0o true; we start off with just being happy that we wrote a book, then excited that we sent our queries out and they were actually read (!)…. but then we want more… which I think is a good thing 🙂
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We get an inch, we want a mile. 😉 But, you’re right, it is a good thing and that’s why we’ll get where was want to be!
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