I dreamt all three of my children before they were born.
Now don’t click that little x. I am the most skeptical, non-hocus-pocus person you’ll ever meet. Promise. It comes standard with my RBF. (That was for a special friend, but I figure you may as well enjoy a laugh at my expense too.)
So, sanity aside, I did dream up all three of my kids before I ever met them. At three different stages of pregnancy, I had three different dreams about three different babies, at three different ages. My oldest was a newborn in my dream, my middle, three months and my daughter was just shy of a year.
Of course I dream all the time, but these dreams were different. They were tangible. In them, I could see, hear and taste as if awake. I could feel the hairs rise on the back of my neck as the downy silk of their cheeks brushed mine, I understood their dispositions and knew who I’d be meeting when the day finally came.
I would wake changed from when I’d gone to sleep. I’d come to know the tots forming in my belly. I’d been privy to what my future held. I’d been blessed with an extra day of their lives.
I can tell you there were no surprises. My first came early, slipping into our world as quietly as any living, breathing thing could. Our second, on his due date, with a head full of ebony hair and enough breath in his lungs to make up for his brother. The third, our daughter, swooped in on a magic carpet large enough to carry her and her big personality.
And I’d met them all before.
I am reminded of this because I was given another gift last night. Again, an extra day. Needless to say (I really hope it’s needless to say) I am not pregnant, but I had one of these dreams. Different, tangible, unmistakable.
Ava was about three years old. Her hair was cut into the short bob she used to wear and she wore a baseball cap. I could only see the back of her. Her squidgy little feet were covered in sand and she was struggling to get across a rocky patch. I asked her if she wanted me to pick her up and she said; “Could you, mumma,” in that tiny little voice she used to have.
My heart skipped and as I scooped her up, she melted in just like she was a part of me. It was one of those good holds. My arms wrapped under her teeny tushe and air could not have come between us.
“You’re the best mumma. I love you so much.” She whispered. And with the bubbles on her lips popping in my ear and the warmth of her comforting breaths, I felt the hair, once again, stand on the back of my neck.
I used to chalk my unique imaginings up to the whacky hormones of pregnancy, but after last night I know, dreams are just wishes your heart makes.
The hair standing on back of neck is catchin’ Hazy! This was among your best.
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Thank you very much!
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Aww – such a sweet piece. Lovely.
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Thank you! You’re lovely too, PC. 😉
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Wow – I wonder…. ?
I dreamed of all my children before they were born as well. It’s the most amazing experience xxxxx
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It really is, Dianne. And, isn’t it awesome?!? I’m sure I didn’t do it justice, but they are just such different dreams to the usual ones. To me, it was so clear that they were my babies. 😀
P.S. I did reply to you some time ago, but over on my .org site. I’ve since been told you don’t get notification of that, so I’m not sure you saw it. Anyway, sorted now, I will be replying from here from now on. Thanks for reading!!
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I love this. Thank you for sharing it. 🙂
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Anytime. I like sharing my mental instability with as many people as I can.
Thanks, Adam! ;0)
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If I write an autobiography one day, that’s what I’m calling it: “Sharing My Mental Instability”.
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Without even asking my permission? Ballsy!! ;-P
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